Today, i rewatched 一公升眼泪 , no matter how many times i watch, tears will still start flowing. In the drama, i really like these sentences that 麻生 said to 亚也 in one of the scene:
" 不管你说话有多慢, 我会静静的听你把话说完. "不管你走路有多慢, 我会一直和你一起走". "我并不认为我们是两个世界的人".

On my way to with my mum to fetch my sister to tuition, i think through alot. Hm.. how to make my life more interesting and meaningful for myself.. Suddenly i felt like going for a run, swim and play tennis. Its been long that i have run and play tennis. I think its time for me to have some sweat. haha...

Currently having holiday for a month until 30 april. In between have to go back to school for some meetings. I have a gut feel that after school reopen, i will be quite busy and may have difficulties handling my studies. hee... need to plan my time already. ya well.... hm.. i think its still worthwhile whereby we can only enjoy school days in these 10 years plus. Thinking back of the times in school, memories that we have lived through school days. Its fun :)

oh ya before that, today i dreamt of a weird dream where i was in a street with shopping malls, hotels and i dreamt of finding my dear and another guy whom names i can't seem to remember. I walked aimlessly onto the street ,passby people coming to and fro the lane. I saw illusions /shadow of dear wearing a red T-shirt , looked around hoping to see my dear in the crowds. I am at a loss. While i walk myself away fromt he crowds, a voice call out from behind " He is at raffles city". I turned around, Xavier was sitting on a chair at a corner near the lobby door of Rafless hotel. Think i am looking for that guy whom name i can't remember. I myself is not sure why am i looking for him in the dream. To compare him and my dear? And there then i can't remember le. But i know in the end I finally met my dear he was searching for me too. Then after that, we accidentaly went into a french family house whose they travel by water. There were canals between houses and they will need to swim to get across. ya that what's i remembered.
Although i may sound ridiculos, but ya. Its my dream and over the years, sometimes i will also fall into that street during my dreams, the same street i dreamt of. Not too sure, but ya its a dream that make me realise that my dear is important to me. occupied up my heart!!! =)

Nice dream ! and hope that i will have a good dream today too.

Caroline Lee.............

After watching 一共升眼泪 i kind of feel to write down every details of my life each day, be it is a happy day or unhappy day, i will drop down details of how my day was. Its the first drama that i cried from the 1st episode to the last episode. Well, my dad think i was crazy, crying while watching. Hahaz. my eyes is really super swollen i have been crying for hours.

Review on the japan drama 深内亚也 is an amazing girl she is very gentle and caring for everyone besides her. Most memorable part is where by a guy named 麻生 who is constantly supporting her no matter what she had become. A guy who chase after her after he found out that she had heard what the class have to say about her illness slowing and burdening the whole class.

麻生 pulled open the classroom door and ran after her. He bended his knees and ask 亚也 to climb onto his back. Slowly, he piggy back her down the stairs and down to her wheel chair....... He said there was nothing he can do to help her out of the agony she has to suffer from the terminal illness. Tears started flowing down his cheecks , 亚也 thank him for all his company in school and during the most depressed times in her days and bid him goodbye. Suddenly 麻生 knelled down to stop her wheel chiar......................

I really love the song they went for competition =) really great. I admire her sprit for living on despite the hardships and to see her body day by day getting weaker and limits what she can do. She brings a ray of light in the words she says and wrote in her dairy to people around her as well as the viewer. Furthermore, her family was really very supportative and her mother was great 伟大. =)

让自己活得有意义 帮助别人 在有光之年 生命短崭

Caroline Lee.............